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So, i'm not in love.... and there's drama between me and John from Maine... and it's almost christmas!!!!

wow... its been even longer!!

So, school's going good. The guy im crushing on (in band) doesnt like me back, the other guy isnt even an interest anymore and i'm loving it here! wish my friends were here...

wow... its been so long!

so, school's started and im loving it! though i miss all my old friends, i really like the ones ive made here. so, I'm crushing on 2 guys, but 1 blew me off w/ even saying why he wont talk to me (though i know its because he has a new Gf) and its annoying. the other one is in band w/ me and i think im falling hard for him!

Generation: Emo

So, many people say Emo is cutting your wrists. other's say it's a lifestyle... its just who you are. my friend borrowed a book from the library called "Everyone Hurts"... it's a book on the "Emo Culture". isn't that exciting!? *heavy sarcasm* so, any opinions???

So, I havent been on in a while. No more dreams of my "Angel"... so, im officially un-insane. Im still totally into Anime/ Manga. I'm reading eldest and finishing the "Boys that nite" series w? "Girls That Growl"... I sooooo wanna be a Vampire/Vampyre*. *sighs*









*Spelling differs from place to place

So, on my way home from a sushi place (it was YUM!), a couple of kids pulled up next to my mom on the freeway and reved their engines- they challenged her Land Rover. She waved them off, but the driver and i were flirting, so he didnt quite leave so soon. we both smiled at eacother and my mothe rscolded me for encouraging them. so, i waved bye and they sped off. She thinks they are losers... i think i wanna see the driver somewhere other than the freeway... if you catch my drift ^^

Subconsious is trying to tell me soething... and i think its that im insane

Well, i started dreaming about this guy who ive never met before... its been a while, but i never realized (until he/it told me a few nights ago) that he/it is an angel... named Evangelo. Im going crazy... or my subconcious hates me, take your pick. its scary to think of him/it as a real person, but thats how i feel. well, lets see if im going to an asylum anytime soon.